I used to think it was me against the world. I kept myself guarded; I had a wall up. If I didn’t let anyone in, I wouldn’t get hurt. I never felt like I fitted in throughout my childhood, always on the outskirts, always the odd one out. Looking back, I remember being anxious and worried every single day of my life. Always afraid of doing something wrong or not being good enough.
This unfortunately carried on throughout my twenties and early thirties, but now it was starting to effect me physically as well as emotionally and mentally. I couldn’t keep it up and it all came crumbling down. I am so very grateful I had an amazing husband and family who loved and supported me but even with all that what’s inside was so powerful and the thoughts that dominated my mind kept creeping in and I felt empty, lost and alone.
I began a journey in 2018 of self-development, I had done loads of professional development in my career as a nurse but I had never stopped to love and heal me. WOW, what a journey this has taken me on. It wasn’t all sunshine and rainbows. There were lots of tears, lots of past hurts, lots of (Yuck, do I really talk to my most beloved that way?) uncomfortable moments. Do I regret it? NOT A SINGLE BIT!!! Was it hard? HECK YES!!! One of the most joyous things I found along the way was that other women could be my friends, not my judge and jury. For the first time in my life I could let myself trust and have a circle of women I could reach out too and know they actually loved me for me.
I have come out of this experience with a new momentum, a new strength and a new path in life. I am so grateful that a friend reached out to me that day and helped show me another way.
My passion now is to empower other women to break free of their old unhelpful mindsets and habits. I am now stronger in my passion about preventative health and nutrition being a key fundamental in a healthy lifestyle. I want to lift up the people in my life and help them achieve their goals and help them break through whatever might be holding them back. I want to inspire people to choose travel and adventure, and to really appreciate how majestic Mother Nature truly is. I want to be the force to bring more kindness into the world, one little smile, one little act of kindness and one little hug at a time. This is my vision for my tribe and I cant wait to get started!
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